INGATAN......

Dato' Dr. Usman Awang.......

kami mengunjung pusara bonda
sunyi pagi disinari suria
wangi berseri puspa kemboja
menyambut kami mewakili bonda

tegak kami di makam sepi
lalang2 tinggi berdiri
dua nisan terkapar mati
hanya papan di makan bumi

dalam kenangan kami melihat
mesra kasih bonda menatap
sedang lena di dalam rahab
dua tangan kaku berdakap

bibir bonda bersih lesu
pernah dulu mengucupi dahiku
kini kurasakan kasihnya lagi
meski jauh dibatasi bumi..

nisan batu kami tegakkan
tiada lagi lalang memanjang
ada doa kami pohonkan
air mawar kami siramkan

senyum kemboja menghantar kami
meninggalkan makam sepi sendiri
damailah bonda dalam pengabdian
insan kerdil menghadap tuhan...

begitu bakti kami berikan
tidak sama bonda melahirkan
kasih bonda tiada sempadan
kemuncak murni kemuliaan insan...

Ke makam bonda....
ini poem yg aku lagukan mase darjah 5 dlu...
diz is my very faveret poem.. cos of diz poem, i cried in front of my teacher and also my fellow frens... yaAllah... malu2....
but it is very melancholic....
i can't stand it if diz hapen to me... but i know my turn will come...
to lose u mom...
i dun want...
so, this entire life, i will love u... mak!!!



mak..... i love u... i really do....

IDEAS.....

WELCOME TO KG. BUKIT BULAT... "actually there is no such blub round round...'wink'"





IDEAS is "Program Integrasi Desa, Daya dan Siswa..."
This progrm act attracted me to go to melacca to involve in this area. em... a lot of sweet memories... i like..
there was a last program i'v been involve perhaps.
i stayed in the very classical house in melacca. unique and impress me. the landscape was captivated and reminds me to the very architecture landscaping area.
for instants, there hv mini houses that made of woods and it is very nice...
it is soooooo little....



owh mom, there hv many interesting event occured you know... the kampung is so nice...

In malam kebudayaan, i dance 'inang' or wat so ever...
i wore kebaya and for so long didn't dance and i hope they wud enjoy it...
(special thanks for safikin bcos work so hard to teach us how to dance...)'wink'








even i hav sweet ler memory, there haz stil very bad day. em, on the day dat should hav a sport agenda, i went to bandar melacca to buy souvenir for sum1 important to dat village. i juz followed their order to go there. i juz didn't notice dat sum of the villager come to see the lecturer and bla bla about me dat i didn't come to d sport program...
fuh!!! very hot!!! y me???? i juz went for purposes or for the responsibility!!!
until now, i juz don want to see the HEP crew and i already ask forgiveness from the villagers if there hv nything wrong from ME!!
so sad taw!!!!
org wat keje, dorg kate kite malukan name institut!!!!
instead of work hard, there hav sum reason they dont want to appreciate our work!!
aahhh... forget about it!!
only me and Allah know everything!!


This is exactly like my heart.. keciwa daku....!!!
em... the rest are all orite!!! i want to enjoy myself for the rest of my life... 'ting!'
Lastly... i hope i can go to kampung bukit bulat again....
see ya..!!

fever....fever....fever....

waaaa........
i've got fever....
dats tonite gonna b a bad nite....
Fever is the temporary increase in my body's temperature!!

A simple cold or other viral infection can sometimes cause a high fever (102 - 104 °F, or 38.9 - 40 °C). This does not usually mean I have a serious problem. Some serious infections may cause no fever or even a very low body temperature...

If my fever is mild and have no other problems,no treatment for me ah...
Just drink fluids and rest.
I want my mummy.....

sedih btul!!

hapy besday utk membe math 2

Hapy besday utk kwn2 math 2 yg telah menyambut hari ulangthun yg ke 23... korg dah tua.. kjap lg aku plak... hehe...
actually, aku sgt suke sambut hari jadi org nih, then do the suprise!!! hehe, dats y aku sggup kua g bli kek mlm2 even i hav no money in my pocket n no fuel in my tank. i juz want them to b hapy and being appreciate. huhu, then soknyer mule la ktorg bwk kek. bez beb sbb ktorg bli (act i bought the cake with popo) kek "resepi rahsia" bak kate ijat... hehe....
sdap sbb dats is 1 of my faveret cakes besides the cheese cake at d secret recipe...
emmm... nk jadikan crite, aku blek trus lpas bg suprise kat dorg... lpas bg kek n wish them, aku pun cabut... jeng3..... nk tau knape...
aku ni sensetip sgt la.... em, xderla.... let it be my secret heart lor....
but i knew they enjoy it... i hope my sacrifice to buy those things (kueh, cawan, bla bla...) wil bring them hapiness.....
and only one person said thank you to me.... guest who.... wardah... huhu, tq cek dah..... dia ckp dia syg aku lbey ar... wawawa.....
so.... slamat hari jadi kepada:
AMIN, SOBRI, ECAH, WARDAH, AYIE.....
Smoga dipanjgkan umo dan dimurahkan rezki... kawen jgn lupe jemput lindaqueenzz.... nanti ade suprise lg... huhu....
the end...